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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

[empty]

i may have been happy in all my previous posts, but recently i've been feeling a sense of emptiness.

its like i feel like i've been placed in charlottesville, so im just living my life in charlottesville, without really knowing what i am here for. alright, so i'm here to study, to learn to live on my own, to regain my drive for excellence. i go for class, i cook lunch/dinner, i do my laundry, i do my readings, i dance, i play. i have fun, no doubt, i enjoy classes, but somehow i need something more than this. i don't know what it is that's missing, though.

maybe i'm impatient, perhaps the moral of the story will come much later. but i need some meaning, some sense of purpose. actually, im not even sure if that's what it is. maybe its the lack of depth of friendship, the cursory greetings and smiles wear me out. i dont know?

i wish i had an answer. just being happy and having fun seems shallow.

she jumped off the swing @ 10:21 PM

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